I dressed for this post and when I got it all set I decided that the clothes didn't suit the picture. So while sitting like this I changed around until it seemed better.
The picture is very much how I am feeling right now. Don't get me wrong I am ok, or I will be, but still, that feeling, I just can't shake it. Is it a midlife meltdown ? I am 47 in a few days and it is the first birthday without mum, that means its the first time I will have no card from a parent and that thought hurts. I have no kids so there isn't that busy feeling of daily life to clutter my mind and stop me thinking on things. Right now it feeling like all before me has gone, there is no one around me and nothing to come after me. That is an overwhelming thought. Like I said, I am ok and I will deal with it all as I have done before. Lucky for me do have the support of my hubby and cuddles from me dog.
boat - Low Tides gacha @ What Next
sneakers - Lollie @ Ingenue
shorts - Suzie @ ChicModa
top - Recyled Dye by Neva @ Uber
catwa mesh head applier - Brooke @ Izzie's
maitreya mesh body applier - Fair @ Izzie's
pose - 7 Deadly Sins (sloth) @ Image Essentials
hair - My Hair @ Monso
sim - Les Reves Perdus