Soul

I reminded myself that my soul is beautiful

my mind is powerful

my heart is made of gold

I have so many good things going for me.....

that I literally do not needs anyone 

who isn't going to love me 

the way I deserve to be loved

pose & prop - Mortifera @ BellePoses
catwa head applier - Chanel by Session @ eBento
body applier - Tone 02 @ Session
dress - Elle @ Lybra
hair - Elle @ Exile

Autumn

This is the best time of the year, the best weather, the best colours, the best clothes, the best everything.  Walking on the beach is better, parks are prettier. SL comes alive more than any other stage. Creative juices flow more. I take way to much time walking around sims and exploring and seem to blog less because of it. Who cares, I am having fun!

prop & pose - Good Thing by Luanes World @ Pose Fair 
hair - Irene @Magika
jeans - Shipped by Vinyl @ Uber (best jeans you will ever own)
sweater - Rollneck by Kaithleen's @ Salem
catwa head applier - Chanel by Session @ eBento
body applier - Tone 00 @  Session

Monsters in my head

Get out

Go away,

My head's so full

And heavy with clay.

Can't think

Won't sleep,

Afraid of monsters

That are sure to creep.

Get out

Go away,

I never said

That you could stay.

Can't think

Won't sleep,

Could end it all

With just... one... leap...

prop - The Guardian by Salt & Pepper @ Salem

hair - Coco by Mina @ FaMESHed X

outfit - Wicked Wraps by Vinyl @ Salem

tattoo - Liburna @ INKer

pose - Enchanting @ evoLove

teeth and blood on head - comes with LeLutka head updates

The Witch

If you are a demon

then send me to Hell

If you are a witch

then take me with your spell

If you are a drug

Then in my vein inject

If you’re a psychosis

Let my life be wrecked

If choosing to stay

Then a price must be paid

Sign a contract in blood

I'm forever your slave

headdress - Kisa by NiU @ TLC

dress - Samara by Velvet Whip & Faida @ TLC

hair - Elle @ Exile

pose & prop - Skull Dome by Hazeel @ Pose Fair (flames added)

tarot cards - Flight of the Tarot @ Disorderly

poppies & grass - Glam Poppies @ The Looking Glass

background - Spooky Barn (outside) @ Funky Junk

Save Me

My wretched little life

Consumed by pity.

Trying to open my eyes

My soul's worthless

pose - Apocalypse @ Image Essentials

backdrop - Sinner by BellePoses @ Cosmopolitan

hair - Coco by Mina @ FaMESHed X

top - Smashed @ Vinyl

shorts - Chanty by Lunar @ Equal 10

blood tattoo - Zombie by Izzie's @ Salem

All in place

I have been  trying to work at doing more decor, it doesn't come naturally to me. I am one of those people who has the kitchen cupboards all in order, straight lines and labels facing out. I like the sounds on the TV to be done in even numbers. When I am feeling well everything sits in its place, when disorder is around me it is a sign I am struggling. So to be feeling ok today but still have to be random with SL things feels odd. I enjoyed the challenge though, just need to work at getting better at this - going to look at some flickr feeds and be inspired

house - Isadora by Tropme Loeil  @ C88
garden room - The Summerhouse - by Homestead @ FaMESHed
ivy in garden build - random crap bought on marketplace
grass - Essential @ Fourth Wall
hills - Mossy Landform @ Fourth Wall
trees - Cypress by Little Branch @ Salem
fire in garden build - Mangiafuoco @ F&M Oblivion  -(flames added)
path - Stone -@ Tarte
animals - Deer Family @ Serenity Style

Kite

Living like a kite seems fun and free

But who's pulling the strings, is it you or me?

hair - Venere @ Wasabi
trainers - Varric @ Bleich
jeans - Shipped by Vinyl @ Uber
jacket - Chanty by Lunar @ Equal10
top - Henley @ Sn@tch
pose & prop - Fun with Kites by KoKoLoReS @ Pose Fair
dog - item no longer for sale in SL

Get ready...

Like it or not SL is in  full on Halloween mode. I think it is the most creative time of year in SL, people really step up their game. With gachas, events, hunts and store releases, keep an eye out daily - its the only way to keep up

coming out of wall - Halloween gacha by Bee Designs @ Shiny Shabby
bench with doll - Into The Night by  Bee Designs @ Salem
cat eating pumpkin, cat with skull candle, cat pole, cat & rat - Black Kitten gacha by MOoH! @ Driftwood
skybox - Eerie Dream by SynCo @ TLC
ghost - Abe by Acorn  @ Salem
tray & items on - Pumpkin Tea @ Kalopisa

My day...

There are wounds that never show on the body, 

that are deeper 

and more hurtful 

than anything that bleeds

straight jacket - Kemone @ Haro
mouth zipper - found on marketplace
eye makeup - Rough Night @ Veechi
lipstick - Matte Love @ Izzie's

Do you really have to work late

pose - Lean @ Stance
lelutka head applier - Vanessa @ Session
body applier - Tone 05 @ Session
tattoo - Geisha @ Carol G
shoes - Phoebe @ Gos
hair - Garden @Lamb
outfit - Fumi by Meva @ Neo Japan
pictures/ sideboard/ desk. stool/ design bin/ rug/ skyscraper sculpture/ plant - Drafter's Muse @ unKindness
dog - Bulldog Puppy @ Rezz Room

So what, I was hungry

People say you are what you eat - that makes me fast, cheap and easy  

Also, if I am what I eat - I need to eat a skinny pretty rich bitch

hair with hat - Alyssa @ C'est La Vie
bag - Ella @ C'est La Vie
prop - Box of French Fries @ La Baguette
glasses - Lydia @ Deep Static
sweater & skirt - Delia by ChicModa @ FaMESHed
bodysuit - Willow @ Luxuria

Par-tay Time

Party time and there is so much around to get your space ready for it, this is just an example of what I have found so far

green glass2/ green glass2/ clean glasses/ fountain/ black roses/ green bottle/ trolley - Octavia Absinthe Collection by Granola  @ Salem
collection of buns (cupcakes)  - Baked Sweets @ Andika
bottles with straws/ bottle collections on trolley/ bear bottle opener - Bottle Decor @ MishMish
tiered skull cakes/ table - Grave Party Set by unKindness @ FaMESHed
wine bottles - White @ Silence
wine bottles - Red @ Silence
board with cookies - Halloween Cookies by Refuge @ Trick or Treat Lane
balloons - Dark Cuteness @ Astralia
mirror - Dimension  by Lagom @ TLC

Ready to Rhyme

Loads of events, hunts and items at stores. Go have some fun today. Bring a friend with you or make a new one while there

backdrop - Gothic Castle by Paparazzi @ Salem
balloons - Spooky by Kiwi @ Salem
cat - Skelly by MishMish @ Salem
laq head applier - Elvira by LAQ @ Anthem
body applier - Tone 02  @ LAQ 
tattoo - Leviathan's Housecat @ Rekt Royalty
dress & hat -  Cordelia by Les Sucreries de Fairy@ TLC
planters - Pumpkin Mortar by Galland Homes @ FaMESHed

Tis the season..... to decorate

I have given in and got ready for the season. I am not a Halloween fan in RL but it is so much fun in SL. People seem to get more creative and have more fun with what they make. Bloggers step out of what they normally do and  people just seem to have alot more fun. I like that. I like to see people having fun. For me, I just love the lights and earthy colours , Autumn is my season.

build - Lola @ unKindness
door wreath - Hello Fall @ What Next
door mat, small planters by door, leaves - Hello Fall @ What Next
pumpkin decor - Halloween Time gacha by Bee Designs @ Shiny Shabby
signs at each side of door  - Fall Porch Decor by Galland Homes @ FaMESHed
coloured lights - Hanging @ Sway's
metal outdoor lights - Pumpkin @ Merak

Never let this be you

I've learned to cope

To accept

To take things one

D̶a̶y̶

Drink

At a time

stockings - Bride @ Lybra

dress - July @ Lybra

hair - Focus @ Lamb

tattoo - Mercy @ Hoodlem

genus head applier - Betty by DeeTaleZ @ Uber

body applier - European  @ DeeTaleZ 

bar & stool - Sasha @ Granola
pose - Heart Shades @ GingerFish

I want them all

I follow a few different animal rescue charities who have facebook pages. Every day I see them posting dogs looking for a new home and everyday I want to go get them. I can't, my own rescue dog is getting older and wouldn't take kindly to another being around. I don't have the space or garden to cope and I couldn't afford  the feed and vet bills. I keep telling my husband if ever win the lotto I am going to get a dog who is ready to have pups and has been dumped. People run for the cute puppy but others can get over looked. I want to bring mummy and her babies all home. Hubby laughs at me because he knows he is safe - but one day, you never know, I might just win the lotto.

hair - Isobel @ Exile
top - Chrissy by Vinyl @ Uber
jeans - Shipped   by Vinyl @ Uber
pose & prop - Altered State fence) @ Le Poppycock
dogs are a selection from TLC Animated Animals,  Schadenfreude, Rezz Room, Half Deer, Jian
tractor @ Brocante

What she wants....

She doesn't want a rich man

or a handsome man 

or event a poet

She wants a man who understands

her eyes if she gets sad,

 points to his chest and say

'''Here is your home.''

pose - Nicoly by BellePoses @ Kinky
backdrop - Pervert by BellePoses @ Kinky
shoes - Slingbacks @ Gos
bralette - Lizbeth by Narcisse @ Kinky
hair - HO608 @ Tram
catwa head applier - Paris @ Session
body applier - Tone 01 @ Session
tattoo - TosKa @ UrbanStreetStore

These Three Things

Only trust someone who can see these three things in you

The sorrow behind your smile

The love behind your anger

The reason behind your silence

necklace, earrings,  - Morticia by Cae @ Uber
ring - Til Death  - by Cae @ Uber
hair - Shadow @ Truth
lelutka head applier - Betsy by DeeTalez @ Anthem
body applier - Nordic @ DeeTalez
eyeshadow - Cider by Veechi @ N21
eyes  - Foxy @ Veechi 

Mechanical Friend

She talks

and asks why

I cannot speak

She drags me everywhere

and has a grand time

while I am forced

to live in a mechanical body

she crafted to me

cat - Lord Bartleby Von Tinkleton Esq. by HEXtraordinary @ Engine Room

glasses mask - Adeline @ Wicca's Originals

dress - Ethel @ Goth1c0

boots - Ethel @ Goth1c0

stockings - Naela @ Goth1c0

hair - 10414 @ Tram

Colour me up

Outside is changing and so is SL, Autumn has arrived. It is the best time of the year with the best colours. Party dresses  popping up in the stores. Even better when they can be layered and used for more than a night out.  Roll on all the earthy colours, I have been waiting on you.

leggings (appliers) Soonah @ C'est La Vie
dress - Ophelia @ Salt&Pepper
hair - Marsha @ Mina 
glasses - Reilly @ Deep Static
lelutka head applier - Betsy by DeeTaleZ @ Anthem (opens 3rd)
body applier - European @DeeTaleZ 
sim - Missing Melody